I am a 53 year old mother with a mentally handicapped daughter.My husband died in Oct. I am not old enough to draw a check from my husband and haven't been able to find a job.I have been able to pay everything down to owing $900,and can't even make the payments on the loan.If I can't find some help I don't know what I'll do.I can pay back the money but only able to pay about $50 a month.I have trouble with my hands and arms,I lose the feeling in them and cannot hold things so it is hard finding work.Please can someone help.